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Mar. 24th, 2012 @ 01:40 pm (no subject)
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150754181015070&set=a.196223175069.167583.14339325069&type=1

please visit that link and help a photog out! if I get the most votes I win this bag! Just click my comment which is 18th down, "a Buddha!" and the most votes on this post wins the bag! :)

And please share with your friends!!!
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Fairy in lake
Jan. 23rd, 2012 @ 12:01 pm (no subject)
I need some VBAC information! Our area has decided they would like to try and allow patients to have a VBAC. (THIS IS HUGE!!!) A friend of mine is due next month. Does anyone have information that I could share with her?
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Fairy in lake
Jan. 7th, 2012 @ 03:40 pm (no subject)
Saw this quote and loved it:

You can't live life if you keep pressing rewind.
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Fairy in lake
Jan. 7th, 2012 @ 02:08 pm (no subject)
religion -

I can't figure out where I belong.

I'm Christian, I've had experiences and just believe that there is a God.

however a long time ago I was interested in Wicca and read a lot about it.

To me Wicca is more about nature and its elements and loving nature. When I'm outside in nature, when a water droplet hits me on the hand, I feel such intensity within my soul that seems to come from somewhere else. Being out in nature, enveloped in it almost gives me this *high*. Breathtaking feelings.

I feel divided.
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Fairy in lake
Jan. 1st, 2012 @ 07:53 pm (no subject)
I miss logging into livejournal and reading everyone's posts.... :( Not a single person really updates much anymore. *SADFACE*
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Fairy in lake
Dec. 30th, 2011 @ 09:59 am Writer's Block: Half full?

Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?

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It depends on how you look at it.

If you poured the water into the glass only halfway, then it is half full. Because you did not fill it up completely in the first place.

If you poured the water into the glass to the top and drank half of it, it is half empty. Because you emptied some of it.
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Fairy in lake
Dec. 19th, 2011 @ 09:23 pm (no subject)
Well -

Alex went over and took care of business quite literally. Told his brother what an asshole he was, I guess informed the whole family why he was leaving and announced "we aren't staying because my brother is an asshole."

His brother told him the reason he hadn't apologized for what he said was because he felt like I'd forget the whole thing and it'd blow over. (there family is like this, no one fights back, everyone gets shit on, and they let it "blow over").

And he said, "well I was just sticking up for my little brother"

Alex told him that it wasn't like I was asking for a divorce lawyer on facebook, I was reaching out and asking for help and advice from my friends in a time of dire need.

So its safe to say I, err we, but you know its going to be my fault anyhow in the end, always is...anyhow I ruined Christmas down there. Oh well, maybe the asshole should of let me say something to him instead of refusing to answer his phone, and deleting his acct so fast I couldn't write back to him. He's a pansy! Then refuses to acknowledge the situation and tries to talk to me like nothing happened ever. No.

I'm sorry but I'm not the type of person to let people think they can push me around, I'm not going to stand down and pretend things didn't happen, I'm not going to forget! Because if you do any of those things, you are just allowing that person to control you and feel like they can keep beating you down over and over again. I won't accept that! Same thing goes for people who you spend hours trying to help, to only have them burn you in the end, I don't deal well with those types of users either.
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Fairy in lake
Dec. 17th, 2011 @ 12:00 pm (no subject)
Its a hard world when you can't even stand yourself.
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Fairy in lake
Dec. 15th, 2011 @ 10:08 am (no subject)
I hate living in this town.

Sometimes I hate living this life.

But one foot in front of the other.
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Fairy in lake
Dec. 13th, 2011 @ 11:47 pm (no subject)
my best friend is moving back to Pittsburgh. :( I want to be happy for her, but I think she's making a huge mistake. I think she's running from problems only to find herself more.

She has 2 jobs here, while they don't pay well they are jobs. She's been offered a house for rent for 250.00 a month from her church. Which is cheap, about 1/2 price for our area.

She's moving to her hometown, closer to her family. But to NO job, and rent that is 700.00 a month and includes nothing.

I'm terrified for her and sad all at the same time.
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Fairy in lake